But if anyone loves Me and listens to Me, I will be good to him and to his children for a long time, for 1 000 generations. Exodus 20:6, The Bible for the Deaf

 

Motherhood is wonderful. It’s far more challenging than I expected. It’s exhausting. You don’t just learn about life, you learn about yourself and relationships, and sometimes, motherhood can feel lonely.

 

When I worry about my daughter and all the responsibilities that come with raising her, I sometimes also feel alone. And it’s not because her dad doesn’t pull his weight, oh no, he’s a wonderful, involved father.

 

The loneliness often comes from the fact that I overthink, make lists of everything I need to do and carry certain responsibilities by myself.

 

I’ve learned that it’s okay to ask for help, but sometimes, there are things other people simply can’t help you with. Sometimes the things you’re worrying about are the things you have no choice but to get done.

 

Still, if you’re a child of God, you are never alone. Never.

 

I was reminded of this again one night when I lay awake in the early hours, my mind racing with all the things I needed to get done before maternity leave could begin. My brain was a mess and no matter how many times I ran through the list, I couldn’t calm myself down. I felt scared, alone and overwhelmed.

 

Then I prayed.

 

I simply asked God to calm me down, take my hand and walk with me through the next season of my life. I admitted that I couldn’t do it alone.

 

I stayed awake a little longer, but eventually fell asleep.

 

My point? When you feel alone, turn to God. He was never gone. He’s right there, just waiting for you to realise it.

 

Prayer: Dear Lord, take my hand and walk with me. Help me remember that you are always there for me and that you are always good to me. Amen.